Oh that song; it just makes me ache for him. I turned it up and listened to it with my eyes closed. It just made me want to cry with the intensity of my longing for him, his depth, his feeling, his heart. I know he loves that song and the fact that it contains such pathos, that it gives him peace, that he shared it with me.... I can barely stand it.
I went on a date with someone else tonight- a good guy. And it was a good date. It was fun, it was exciting. We talked a lot, I felt comfortable with him, he's attractive, we have things in common. But my heart was with someone else. I found myself thinking about him on the way back. Yes, riding on a motorcycle clutching to another man, I was thinking about him. Thinking about how much fun I was having, but wishing that I was having it with him. Thinking about how even less fun would be so much more fun if I were with him. Anyway, he obviously stole my heart and anyone else is going to have a very hard time stealing it if it's not in my possession.
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